Linn Harter, (filmmaker of “Here Lies My Heart”) sent us this great essay about her experiences at DOCUTAH 2011.  “Here Lies My Heart” is about the fishing village of El Pardito Island. See more at www.HereLiesMyHeart.org

Here’s what Linn had to say:

I like to say I made a small film with a big heart and I discovered this weekend that DOCUTAH is a small film festival with a big heart and a place my film found a home.

After submitting “Here Lies My Heart” to 40 film festivals it found a welcoming home at HERE LIES MY HEART – The Southern Utah International Documentary Film festival in St. George, UT. It was selected to be screened, so I was thrilled. The film had garnered awards from four other festivals, The Santa Barbara Ocean Film Festival, The Blue Ocean Film Festival, The Mexico International Film Festival and The International Wildlife Film Festival, but it did not screen before an audience at any of these festivals. It did have a screening at the Olympia Film Festival in November of 2010, but I did not know until a few days before when they wrote me asking for a screening copy. I was upset I could not go because I was on a trip many miles away from Olympia Washington; otherwise, I would have been thrilled to attend. So it was bittersweet moment, “How exciting my film has been chosen, but darn I can’t go. Why didn’t they let me know in time?”

Filmmakers make films so they can be screened in front of an audience. They want their stories told to provoke feelings, thoughts and possibly action from an audience. This is the power of film and why so many of us want to make films. It’s also a thrill for the filmmaker to sit in the audience and listen to an audience laugh or cry at those moments that affect you the same the same way or discover other reactions you didn’t know the film would evoke. It’s a thrill to have them “get” your film. That’s why screenings are great and especially when a Q&A can take place between the audience and the creator of the film. This is the behind the scenes of filmmaking where newcomers learn from the veterans and veterans can learn from the newcomers.

At DOCUTAH I saw an incredible variety of documentary films. I met and listened to a variety of filmmakers talk about making their films. It is always educational.

Andrew Hongo made “Legacy,” an incredible thesis film from the NYU graduate program in journalism. He filmed street kids for six weeks on the streets of Cambodia. Sad stories of kids and their families that have been torn apart in the aftermath of the Khmer Rouge.

Robin Kupferman made “Slip Cue,” a film about the art and business of being a DJ. It shows people with a passion for what they do and offers good advice on how to do it. The creative use of music and images draw you in and allows you to feel the passion these folks have for their art.

Both these young filmmakers were inspiring to meet. They talked about how they love making films, but also how difficult it is and how they are contemplating getting “real jobs”. This is the dilemma so many of us find ourselves in. We love making films, but it is hard to get the money to make them and find a way to have your film seen and make money back. But that is why film festivals have grown so much. When I first started telling people about my plans to make my film, I remember a woman who worked in the business telling me, “Oh, yeah, you just submit it to film festivals and it will get a distributor”. It sounded so easy, but it is not for most of us. More films are being made now, therefore more film festivals are popping up, but the playing field is still very large and competitive. So many good films with so little time to see them all.

I also met another first time filmmaker, Mathew Callahan who made “Beaverbrook,” a fun, entertaining, touching and nostalgic film about childhood memories at camp and the sad fact that camps like this do not exist anymore due to the cost of insurance. Mathew did not go to film school, so when he decided he wanted to make this film he educated himself with books and hired a good crew to help him. He also found private investors to finance it, which was impressive. So often the creative types shy away from the task of raising money to do their creative endeavor since it involves a completely different skill. But Mathew made it sound so easy and you can see he has the personality for it, likable, enthusiastic and confident, all good skills to make it happen. I feel the film is good enough to be picked up by a distributor and have a theatrical run which is his number one plan, so I wish him success and I’m excited to see that happen.

Then there was the veteran filmmaker, Helen Whitney that has made big personal films. I had not heard about her and her work before this film festival. Yesterday, on the 10^th year anniversary of 9/11, she gave a beautifully written intro to her film, “Faith and Doubt at Ground Zero.” I remembered the end of her intro which resonated so deeply with me when she spoke of those final words that so many of the people in the towers said to their loved ones before they perished, “I love you.” Her film was equally profound and emotional. She interviewed 300 people when doing the research for this film. The result is a personal exploration into how people’s spirituality was changed by 9/11. It’s a deep and moving exploration of the pain, sorrow and love felt by those directly affected. After the screening, I felt so deeply moved and emotional, similar to how I felt after seeing “Shindler’s List” where your body feels heavy and numb and your emotions close to the surface.

The main character of my film is Pepe, a fisherman who lives on a tiny island in the Sea of Cortez expressed feelings about by 9/11 shortly after it happened and we came to visit him. He told of his sorrow that this had happened to our country and how he felt the USA was the mother of us all and it was so sad that someone would do this and how it affects so many people. He was the only one in Mexico to make mention of this tragic event and it brought tears to my eyes from this man with such a big heart living on this remote island.

I’ve been to film festivals over the years and this was the first time I got to participate as a filmmaker! It was a different experience. The staff treats you special. You get your package of “swag”, a backpack with lots of info inside including a hat and water bottle. Darren, a film student at Dixie State College was assigned to introduce me before my screenings. His genuine nature, kindness and excitement for films were so refreshing to be around.

I am most familiar with the Big Sky Documentary film festival in Missoula where films are screened in two theaters. I’d say the audiences there must really love films based on the fact that there are usually 50-300 people in these theaters.

I had two screenings on Friday night (5 p.m. and 7 p.m.); both had only 5 people plus a few volunteer film festival staff. I guess you could say, I was expecting there to be more. The next day I had two more screenings. The first was at the historical Electric Theater at 4 p.m. on a Saturday. Well, this time nobody came, but at least this time I had lower expectations, so I was OK with that, a bit relived thinking, “OK, good I don’t need to give my intro which I wasn’t very good at anyway.” I’m a filmmaker and more comfortable behind the camera, not in front of an audience. But the staff there said, we’ll still show it for ourselves. So there I sat, by myself watching my film for the 3^rd time.

I must say, I came to appreciate seeing it on the big screen. When you work on something for a long time, you become numb to it and it’s harder to see it fresh, but I acquired a new appreciation for it, sitting through it again in that empty theater. It was wonderful to see the images projected larger than life and the sound and music sounding so good! So I learned patience and an acceptance for watching my film and actually enjoyed it. It was good to have this renewed feeling for it.

One film festival staff was in the audience, but got pulled away to do something. Then I wondered if the two theater workers were still watching. In the middle of the film, one worker brought me a bottle of water. This nice gesture warmed my heart. At the end, the two men working there told me how much they liked it and asked questions about the families, so I knew they were sincere. We talked about the changing world and how places like El Pardito, where Pepe is from, might not exist in the future. I knew they “got” my film and that made me feel good. Even though not many showed up to see my film the feedback I got was worthwhile.

For my last screening, a couple that had traveled to Mulege in the Sea of Cortez (near where the film takes place) told me how much they loved it and how well I captured the feelings of the place. Judy told me how it made her feel peaceful and calm and she saw the love the family had for one another and it was beautiful. This also really pleased me and I told her that is the feeling you get when you visit the island, so I’m so glad it comes across on the big screen. The beauty of the island is not only the scenery, but also the big hearts of the people living there that make you feel so welcomed and appreciated. The same goes for the DOCUTAH film festival. They are only in their second year, but everyone I met made me feel so welcomed and appreciated. A small festival, with a big, big heart, just like my film.

We received an awesome review of DOCUTAH from Michael Wende, filmmaker of “The Baton”. (Watch the trailer on our website. You have to scroll through the trailers to find it.)

Here’s what Mr. Wende had to say about DOCUTAH 2011.

What a week. In fact, the whole film festival is longer than a week, but as Andreea and I arrived from Germany at St.George’s little airport, we were very excited to join the next 7 days at DOCUTAH. So here we are, in the middle of the USA, great weather, great City, and above all, wonderful, friendly people.

Just a few weeks before, I was sitting at my desk in Munich, reading the mail that DOCUTAH took my film “The Baton” (or‚ “Der Taktstock”) and I shouted out loud, “Yes! My film will be screened in the USA!” This will be the international premiere of the movie. A few days later, Jennifer Kohler wrote, one of the DOCUTAH team members: “Yes! They invited me to come to Utah!” Great. And I could also bring Andreea Varga to Utah, one of the camera operators. Everything worked excellent, that wouldn’t be possible without the great help of Jennifer Kohler. She organized almost everything. It was also she who decided to take my film out of the student category and put it to the professional one. “Why not,” I thought.

Back to St.George. Sleeping in a little housing in Kayenta, a really wonderful housing in the middle of red rocks, we woke up and thought we’re still sleeping. As we saw the landscape around us, we said: “Thanks to all the people who thought a festival in an area like this could be cool.” And it was. We met Gary and Cheryll there, we had a lot of fun with them, they’re such lovely people!!

“The Baton” was shown six times at the festival. So almost every day since we arrived. Normally a festival has one or sometimes three different screening locations in the city. But the outstanding and unique thing about the DOCUTAH festival is that it’s widely spread around Southern Utah. From St.George to Zion to Kanab. And this is the best idea of the festival. Well, St.George is a nice city, but you have to see what’s around it. And this festival took the right choice, to bring the films and the audience to the whole big and extraordinary land. And for all those, who think, I saw enough film festivals on earth, you haven’t seen DOCUTAH! Sitting outside under the stars in different big amphitheaters, having these big red mountains around you is a breathtaking feeling.

The audience is wonderful.  People in every age, other filmmakers or Emmy-Award winners from the jury see your film and talk to you afterwards. It feels like it’s one of the bigger festivals, running for many years until I found out that it’s just the second year. And this is one of those where you not only find new connections, you find friendships. Gary and Cheryll, the pair in Kayenta where we were living, made a great present for us: T-shirts with the guy of my movie on it. What an idea! So my merchandising began in USA now.

At the last night, they said “The Award for Best Music goes to ‘The Baton!’”, and I shouted again: “Yes! I won an award at my international premiere! What’s better than that?!”

I have to say, it’s good to go back to Germany with an award in my hands. But being a whole week at the DOCUTAH Film Festival is much better. And to all you filmmakers in the World: Send your documentaries to DOCUTAH! Perhaps you are the one in St.George 2012!

Thanks for everything.

Michael Wende with Andreea Varga

*photo by A.J. Mellor

DOCUTAH is drawing to a close, but there is still a chance to watch your favorite films one more time!  The “Best of Show” screenings will start at 10 a.m. on Saturday, September 17  at the DSC Eccles Fine Arts Center.

Don’t forget the Raven Awards ceremony is also that night at 7 p.m.  You can purchase a  Day Pass for only $15 that will get you in to any films as well as the Raven Awards.

9/17 Best of Show Film Schedule – Eccles Main Stage

*Start times may vary slightly by 5 minutes.

9/17 Best of Show Film Schedule – Eccles Black Box

*Start times may vary slightly by 5 minutes.

9/16 – Best Friends Closing Gala

At 7:30 p.m., join us for the DOCUTAH Closing Gala and screening of “The Forest Prince and The Pig Man” against the backdrop of Angel’s Landing at Best Friends Animal Society. This is a day not to be missed.

A message from the filmmakers of The Forest Prince and The Pig Man:

At the instigation or rather the double-dog-dare-you of Phil Tuckett, director of DocUtah International Documentary Film Festival, we’re getting back on the road.  From L. A. to Kanab, Utah, to promote the September 16th premiere, at a spectacular outdoor amphitheater, of “The Forest Prince and the Pig Man (Hitchhiking in America).”

Billy Jack is once again hitchhiking and I am piloting the chase car.  We will once again see where the day takes us and who has the kindness and curiosity to lend a ride.  It will be a 500 mile leap across the Mojave Desert and Great Basin, through Vegas, to the spectacular Red Rock/Zion canyon country of southern Utah.

We will film along the way and the resulting short will also be shown at the festival.  And no doubt bootlegged onto Vimeo or some such site.

Until now I have had a phobia about social media, but this seems like the perfect subject for an in-the-moment diary of events and people we cannot dream up until the car pulls over.  So I’ve created the following accounts:

TWITTER: ForestPrincePig

FACEBOOK: Forest Prince Pig Man

Please check in if you like, friend or frisk me or what have you.  Send the word out if you’ve got a mind to.  I’ll try to keep up between filming and driving.  And if you get a tweet like, “Mesquite jail cell not so well appointed as Barstow’s” . . . don’t worry about us so much as the other inmates who have iPhones.

Craig Constantine

October Wind Productions, Inc.

9/16 – “Pedal-Driven” and Bike Fest

“Pedal-Driven” delves into the escalating conflict between mountain bikers with their hunger to ride and the federal land managers charged with protecting the public lands that belong to us all. ( see trailer ) Bring your bike to the Electric Theater beginning at 6 p.m. for a bike festival and to see this film. Tickets are $10.

9/16 – Film Schedule

9/15 – “Sing Your Song” at Kayenta Outdoor Theater

875 Coyote Gulch Court
Ivins, UT 84738

Most people know the lasting legacy of Harry Belafonte, the entertainer. This film unearths his significant contribution and leadership in the civil rights movement in America and to social justice globally. Join us at 8 p.m. in Kayenta for this wonderful film.

9/15 – Film Schedule

9/14 DSC Centennial Gala

DOCUTAH Centennial Gala

Dixie State College is the presenting partner of DOCUTAH and we are pleased to join with them in celebrating 100 years of DIXIE.

Our evening explodes with a special invitation reception to commemorate the history of Dixie. Following the reception, all are invited to join us at the St. George Town Square at 8 p.m. for the premier of “Red Sand in Our Shoes – 100 Years of Dixie State College,” a film produced by Phil Tuckett and students of the DSC Digital Motion Picture program.

9/14 – Replacements Night at the Electric Theater

“Color Me Obsessed: A Film About The Replacements” is the first documentary on the influential ’80s rock band, The Replacements. Stay after the film for a Replacements concert!

9/14 – Film Schedule

9/13 – Country, Hip Hop, Rasta Night at the Electric Theater

The films “Wish Me Away” and “Fire Burn Babylon” are both in the DOCUTAH film competition this year and are up for awards. You don’t want to miss them!

Here’s today’s film schedule.  What will you see?  So many choices.  So little time.

9/12 – Springdale Gala

Today’s gala reception and screening of “Green Fire” will be held at 8 p.m. at the OC Tanner Amphitheatre, a Dixie State College facility nestled in the spectacular red rocks of Springdale.

Our student film festival begins today as well!  Student films will be showing in the DSC Udvar-Hazy Business Building.